why

This blog, just for some reading if i am bored.
Not any particular reason why i made this blog, just for the lulz.

in love

Feeling happy all the time, randomly smiling when you think of him/her, thinking all the time of him/her. Aka being in love. Being in love doesn't automaticly mean like a relationship, it can also mean that you just love that person in as a friend. A really good friend. {friendzoned}
But I am gonna talk about being in love with someone : in having a crush.

How do you know when you're in love with someone?
It's simple, you just know. You think him/her is the best, cutest, smartest, funniest person is on the world. And you think you don't deserve him/her, but you do. Everyone deserves that special someone, and you could be that one, and him/her could be yours.

Having a crush is wonderful, feeling happy all the time, cant stop thinking of him/her but when you see him/her you just kind of.. break down.
"Hi, how eh-are you?" "Good, how are you?" "Good, you?" Did i really just ask him/her again how he is doing? God, fml.
How to avoid these kind of awkward conversations? Be self confident, relax and act normal. Even though your brain is exploding of excitement, act normal and stay calm.

fitting in

You all know it, you bunch of hipsters.
Everyone is trying to fit in, some aren't even aware of it. Just buying that sweater that everyone has, or wearing a headband because everyone does that. Saying that blue is your favorite color even though it is obvious green.
Everyone does it. Because they don't want to be alone, or because you'll have friends.
I'm not saying it's wrong, because it isn't. If you just know who you really are, beneath all those snapbacks and roshe runs.

a hopeful geek?

Hope, everyone has hope. That's the reason why everyone is living life. Because they have hope that if you finish school that you find a nice job and have a family. Hoping that you find something interesting online to read.
Some people still have to figure out where they have hope for.
People hope that something exciting is going to happen in their lifes, some people just live life and don't question it.

"What is the point of life? To have a point in life. "

"The only emotion stronger than fear is hope."

Always have hope, dearest people.

live

Sometimes i think that i should live the life, like any other average teenager. Going to parties, hanging out together, socialize. Not that i don't do that, its just that i'd rather spend my weekend reading, or gaming. Now why i am writing about this is, do whatever the fuck you want to. Because we're young right now and you can do all the shit you want now, and not later. Later you have time to read or to game, but now. Now you have the chance to be wild, do illegal things, party all night long, dye your hair a strange color. 'YOLO' is actually a word to describe what i am trying to say, but i prefer not to because its a weird word that everyone hates because.. who knows? Why does everyone hate it?
Maybe because people use it as an excuse to do stuff, dumb stuff. But you know what comes from doing dumb stuff: stories, great fun stories you'll remember and be like "You remember that one time we…" But what also comes from doing dumb stuff is hurting people. Mentally and physically.
But I mean, if someone says "Hey, you should totally break his arm." or "Dude, you should totally kill his dog." yeah, who would do that? That is just really stupid.
But if you would rather just sit at home and read and those things, that is okay too.

So, saying it short:                                                                                                                                just live, and do what you want.